The Storm After The Honeymoon

Sleep became an issue and I started drinking so much Nyquil that it was cheaper to buy the big packs at Costco. During the day I was drinking coffee and 5-hour Energy shots, left and right. I wasn’t addressing any of my emotional issues and the depression was really kicking in. Scarier questions and thoughts popped into my head and I figured if I worked out even harder, I would be too tired to even think about them.